Jan..

I wanted to tell a story about a young girl named Jan.. She once was a naive young girl, with hopes of 'how i wish to' always in her mind..

Her best friend was a hanging mirror in the closet.. where she seek for advice and tell her secret..

She's been hurt, she's been loved, she's been hated.. But she keep that at the back of her mind, lock it down let it drown, but never forget..

Her first love was once a genius.. She keep him close to her heart but he was never near..  She has hopes, she has dreams, but it was never really serious..  As it was all kept tightly only in her head, right at the back of her ear..

'How i wish to' keep him to herself.. But perhaps she was not the best choice for himself..

'How i wish to' have done it differently.. But then, she'll never get to have this feelings internally.. Whereby it helps her to get through life daily.. 

She's been loyal.. Having him in her heart like a royal.. Till one day it brokes her moral.. To have heard that it was terminal..

She cries out to her best friend, the mirror.. Where she got herself an answer.. 

Goodbye to the royal, you will be missed.. But it's now her turn to get her bliss..

She holds her head up, chin high.. She crossed her fingers.. Ready for the new adventures..

Hope for the best, pray for the worst..

As days passed by, never once Jan forgotten the promise that was broken but her heart has lessen to live in rememberance..

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