Abah..
80years ago, today..
u were born to this world..
unfortunately, 14years ago, u left.. w/out saying goodbye
when i was a child, u treat me like a princess..
i would do as what u did..
i would always be by your side..
u were my world..
but when i grew older we kept a distance..
perhaps to made me look high up for u, so that i won't walk all over your head..
but the older i got, the less connected we've been..
i never felt what it was like of a father's love anymore..
but once i'm mature enough to understand, then only i did realised..
u cared for me..
u always think of me..
eventhough i've repeatedly let u down, still, u loved me..
then, i got to understand u..
i tried to give what i can to u..
u were easily moved & pleased..
eventhough u won't say it to anyone, but i can clearly see it through your action & reactions..
eventhough it was quite late to notice all those, but it was a blessings that i manage to see it before it was too late..
eventhough we were not as close as like when i was younger, but u're still the best abah i could ask for..
we never talk to each other..
we never endure one's presence..
but when u left..
there's a wound in my heart that will never heal..
a scar that'll never fade..
it felt like there was a hollow that will never going to be filled..
if only u were still here, i strongly feel that u would be so proud of what i've become n approves all of my choices n loves the company that i'm having..
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thank u abah..
for giving me a life..
for loving me unconditionally..
for forgiving me of all the bad choices that i've made..
for accepting everything that i gave..
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semoga roh abah ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman.. Ameen..
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