Stories once I've been told

Someone once told me this.. 

How she was so in love.. 

How she would go through high n low.. 

Cross the ocean, hike the mountain.. 

Someone once told me this.. 

She has had the best person by her side.. 

Cared for her.. 

Sacrifice and dedicate all his life to her.. 

Someone once told me this.. 

Her life was upside down.. 

Nobody would rather be with her.. 

She had been beaten, cursed and hated.. 

I've once told people this.. 

I've been deeply in love.. 

I had someone that cared for me.. 

I've been hurt inside out.. 

I've once told people this.. 

Don't give too much, that it'll hurt.. 

Appreciate the one who cares.. 

Do let go and moved on.. 

I did told people those..

Abah

Abah..

80years ago, today..

u were born to this world..

unfortunately, 14years ago, u left.. w/out saying goodbye

when i was a child, u treat me like a princess..

i would do as what u did..

i would always be by your side..

u were my world..

but when i grew older we kept a distance..

perhaps to made me look high up for u, so that i won't walk all over your head..

but the older i got, the less connected we've been..

i never felt what it was like of a father's love anymore..

but once i'm mature enough to understand, then only i did realised..

u cared for me..

u always think of me..

eventhough i've repeatedly let u down, still, u loved me..

then, i got to understand u..

i tried to give what i can to u..

u were easily moved & pleased..

eventhough u won't say it to anyone, but i can clearly see it through your action & reactions..

eventhough it was quite late to notice all those, but it was a blessings that i manage to see it before it was too late..

eventhough we were not as close as like when i was younger, but u're still the best abah i could ask for..

we never talk to each other..

we never endure one's presence..

but when u left..

there's a wound in my heart that will never heal..

a scar that'll never fade..

it felt like there was a hollow that will never going to be filled..

if only u were still here, i strongly feel that u would be so proud of what i've become n approves all of my choices n loves the company that i'm having..

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thank u abah..

for giving me a life..

for loving me unconditionally..

for forgiving me of all the bad choices that i've made..

for accepting everything that i gave..

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semoga roh abah ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman.. Ameen..