Abah

Abah..

80years ago, today..

u were born to this world..

unfortunately, 14years ago, u left.. w/out saying goodbye

when i was a child, u treat me like a princess..

i would do as what u did..

i would always be by your side..

u were my world..

but when i grew older we kept a distance..

perhaps to made me look high up for u, so that i won't walk all over your head..

but the older i got, the less connected we've been..

i never felt what it was like of a father's love anymore..

but once i'm mature enough to understand, then only i did realised..

u cared for me..

u always think of me..

eventhough i've repeatedly let u down, still, u loved me..

then, i got to understand u..

i tried to give what i can to u..

u were easily moved & pleased..

eventhough u won't say it to anyone, but i can clearly see it through your action & reactions..

eventhough it was quite late to notice all those, but it was a blessings that i manage to see it before it was too late..

eventhough we were not as close as like when i was younger, but u're still the best abah i could ask for..

we never talk to each other..

we never endure one's presence..

but when u left..

there's a wound in my heart that will never heal..

a scar that'll never fade..

it felt like there was a hollow that will never going to be filled..

if only u were still here, i strongly feel that u would be so proud of what i've become n approves all of my choices n loves the company that i'm having..

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thank u abah..

for giving me a life..

for loving me unconditionally..

for forgiving me of all the bad choices that i've made..

for accepting everything that i gave..

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semoga roh abah ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman.. Ameen..